Stop This

I was on computer in the library trying to make a word search for a paper. It came out really bad. So I walk to class even though the bell had already rung about a minute or two ago. And there he was, my best guy friend I guess from last year was sitting in the front of my class. I thought he left and now he's back. Why? And now we have class together again. That's so weird and now I'm the one who hates the class and the teacher unlike last year. Wow! He looks so different I think it's cause he died his hair. I really don't like his new look. A red head to a brown. It doesn't make sense to me. Let's move on. I dislike this teacher cause..well..do I really have to have a reason? NO!! I answer the question for you. Ha! And I almost got my cell phone taken away in that class. Because this lady came in to watch my class and I had my phone on the desk behind my binder." Wow that was close." I'm not being a good girl am I? I would have never done this at all last year. I have changed so much. And I don't know why the class is being fake by acting all good and listening and being quiet. Note my class is mostly filled with guys. And they talk more than I do. REALLY?

what are you doing?

OMG! Why would the school, no my teacher give me 3 test/quizzes back to back in one day. Heck no. At least my 2nd  block gave me a break, but I still have to take notes and learn. What do I do I'm not miss I can prepare for 3 whatever in one day. NO, not a lot of time. I did study ahead, but not really. Oops. I beat I did  awesome. What do I do my eyes see a cute boy watching me. Okay. He looks fine I mean Bow wow is way cuter then him, but he looks like a good friend. I guess . Mr.D or that's what I call him inside my head. Is one of my fave teachers I don't think anybody can beat him in a popularity contest.

What!?

Now I have one guy who think touching me and getting on my nerves is fun,but it's not. But I do like messing with people too but not like that. Ugh. Why can't he learn I don't like that(touching)? Maybe he don't know or he don't care so he do it anyways. I don't know why. Oh in my classes I had to write a poem,read some books,change my class seat(not), and draw some picture in art. And I think that I Flirt with some of the guys in my classes I'm not a blank or nothing I just like poking them and getting them mad SOMETIMES.Its fun sometimes when its not happening to me. Ha.

You call them students I call them idiots

Look I go to school with people who could care less about their grades and worst of all they mess up everyone else chances of learning. If I could I would say something but that's not me. I'm too shy and quiet and I don't care to hear their mouth.(at all) And now I'm giving blood to my school.Wow! I'm really nice. I won't get the $25 bucks for gas though because, you had to sign up some time before 9am.Lets move on now I'm done with my book and I have been trying for days to find another. Now its time for class and this girl lets say Ms bird is back in class. Mostly she skips or gets in trouble so she has to leave."Good bye I will not miss you."And now that girl is way too close to me. I can't keep my thoughts in any longer. We have biology together."Boo.'' I can't learn any thing with her in my class not that I could learn anything in the beginning. But just saying she is making it worst. Mr link is already a bad teacher and all that she does doesn't help anyone else. And her taking and little commits are just killing me. She never stops.Why can't they learn? It's not hard to be quiet and wait till class is over like the rest of us,no she has to make the class last longer then it has to. And I already have to stayed after school for a quiz and I found out that I don't have to make it up. So I stayed after school for nothing.Yeah!!! And last but not least why can't the students in my class give up their cell phones when the teacher hears it or sees it and ask for it. It makes not sense what-so-ever. Really, that just gets you in more trouble to begin with. Their never learn.

Bad mood I guess

• I dislike my classes (most of them), I dislike the idiots who write in the bathroom stall, and the ones who I have class with and  ride the bus with especially get on my nerves. How LOUD they get just makes you want to run, jump out while screaming "Shut up!" Math class went like this I read a book while she teaches because I'm not learning anything any way, so when I try to do my homework off the board, she stands right in front of it and I can't see. So I tell her she's in the way and now I'm rude? I don't like doing it but I wasn't and I'm not in a good mood. I could have done better now that I look at it. But it's way too late now. Next is Mr. Link one of the worst teacher I ever had I don't learn anything from him anything I learn I got it from my studying or what I remember from last year.

• My teacher has a record of not having many student pass his class without almost failing or not knowing what the class was about and it's like impossible not to sleep in his class how boring he is. How can I learn or pass his class? I guess I have been a little mean today but I don't know for sure. Hmm. But I'm the meanest and most shy on the bus (Except for my Brother!). I don't let dumb people sit by me and don't reply when they try to talk to me. Like this freshman selling weed on the bus. He always talks to me cause I'm sitting in this seat that I have been sitting for about 2 years and now this kid keeps sitting in it and that freshman keeps calling it his friend's seat like I'm listening. I don't have anything against freshmen but I don't like the male ones and some of the girl ones at my school.

• Got home to one of my mom's many guy friends "hello, I guess.'' My mom is like the laziest person in this house. She does nothing but bring money to the house the rest we (brother, sister and me) do all the work around the house. Not so much my sister mostly me and my brother. Its like I'm a maid and all they do is boss me around and of course I don't get paid ether.  (Except my brother because he is awesome!!!!)

• I have school work to do plus my school clubs, trying to find a college that I want to go to so I can keep my grades up. Homework, studying, sleeping and hanging out with friends and cleaning this house. Man someone must be on something to think I'm doing this by myself. And if they say I'm not well it sure does feel like I am.

I know

• Well lets start off like this: I'm new to being in school, well being home-schooled doesn't really help you [for me]. You know: finding friends, kissing a boy, etc. But for others it's like wining the jackpot and I'm sitting over here wishing I was you.  I entered real school, as I call it, in the 8th grade and now I'm a sophomore in high school. My life has gone up and down since I entered this place. I don't know any safe way out--Someone please help me now, I'm about to lose my mind. If you go to my school you'd know why.